Stream of Consciousness

November 8, 2026

The Killers’ theatrical Mr. Brightside gets a dramatic musical update amid the tragedies of long-running national medical malpractice tours of rarely held accountable but applauded and standing ovation receiving amateur bad actors playing with patient health under and out of the spotlight on numerous harmful medical community stages! Health workers’ continual incompetence is a ridiculous comedy you can’t help but die laughing!

Medical Darkside

comin’ out of my cage doctors literally put me in

after unethical medical imprisonment I wasn’t doing just fine

gotta gotta take my health down because they want to ruin it all

started out with a pill how did it end up like this

it was only a pill … but not just any pill

now i’m falling asleep unsure if i’ll ever wake up

while doctors have a smoke and nurses take a drag

they’re still getting paid after making me sick

at first unnecessary pills rotted my head

now medical crimes have wasted my body

destroying my once good health now letting my life go

i just can’t believe they’ve been killing me slowly

after nonconsensually taking ultimate control

medical ignorance

turning malpractice into legality

as medical boards ignore patient complaints

siding with doctors destroying lives

and I am billed the price to pay for all of this

medical insanity

open malpractice lawsuits

because they’re the medical darkside

I’m still out of my cage

and doin’ just worse

thought i was out of medical hell

then I saw the dentist in February

and the two-hour cleaning price to pay was a virus

starting horrid symptoms lasting six months’ and still slowly killing me

then a nefarious physician

forced an unwanted ER visit that led to a medical assault

that’s just the price I pay for being a patient unwillingly

from youth to old age in the medical community

medical ignorance

my face has changed for the worse

my body is unnaturally skinny

i was healthier before the dental visit

i just can’t look at myself anymore…

medical ignorance

turning a normal person into a freak

by visiting the health community

pretending to sing lullabies

as their criminal negligence is killing me

every day for 35 years nonstop

somehow I’m somewhat alive

barely alive made unhealthy at first in mind now in body

by medical chagrin you don’t even need a plastic surgeon

doctors and nurses turn you to skin and bones for a much less expense especially with insurance!

medical ignorance

I never … I never thought I’d get life-destroying symptoms

from ignorant medical communities

why do they still have licenses

to kill patients on a whim after whim

that’s no question for medical communities but criminal law!

November 8, 2026

In honor of the late Michael Jackson, who never got to be accepted for the unique person he was, yet still delivered one-of-a-kind music and never-before-seen performances with vocals that inspired this clean bathroom version of “Dirty Diana” one song in his amazing repertoire!

Dirty Bathroom

you never make me want to use a grimy room in the house you see

it happens to get unclean the more it’s used daily

I’ve been there times before but was too disgusted to see

the dirt everywhere that surrounded me

from the stopped up sink to the leaky pipes underneath

unclean bathroom that’s okay I have disinfectants that can clean

the built-up grime and rust that’s spreading from leaks

and a stopped-up tub that I don’t want to see

but there’s no turning back because I’ve got Lysol with me!

Dirty bathroom! No!

Dirty bathroom! No!

None of it!

I like to use a clean bathroom I just don’t like to clean

every shower curtain grows mold when the bathroom fan is down

it doesn’t matter if a bathroom’s in a rural home or a mansion with prestige

bathrooms develop dirt and grime and cleanin’ is uncarefree

I say, “That’s not okay. Bathroom you can’t do what you want.”

“You need to get clean. So the mess is gonna be sprayed away from me!”

I care that I see dirt and grime everywhere from corners to tiles and ceilings to floors

Lysol will be my everything

if it’ll make my bathroom clean!

Dirty bathroom! No!

Dirty bathroom! No!

I said I have to go home and use a bathroom that’s dirty

I have housemates at home who aren’t worried about it

They don’t use that bathroom so for them it’s all right

I’ll grab Lysol from under the sink and clean it tonight

but that dirt’s comin’ back the more the bathroom’s used you see!

Dirty bathroom! No!

Dirty bathroom! No!

Dirt be gone!

But it’ll come back makin’ regular cleanings a chore but that’s why Lysol disinfectant has seduced me!

Dirty bathroom! No!

Lysol disinfectant! I guess!

Self-cleaning bathroom! YES!

Nov 8, 2026

The Royal Family

They’re kooky and they’re spooky

descending from long lines of kingly ghosts throughout its history

unmysteriously wealthy through taxation of the unwealthy to fund its strictly ceremonial royal ceremonies

instead of utilizing the people’s seized monies to prim and properly cheer its glum societies!

Stay silently in the gloom of history’s self-serving ignoble days

when loud noble lords wielded overcast power over shadowed noble peasants wishing to work under days of natural sunlight shining on all alike

no darker… as majestic castles built by hardworking peasants tower over contemporary London flats ruled by noble landlords … than the times Big Ben tells today!

simply create and rank the social classes in the lowest social stations as they express longstanding disagreement silently on their shocked faces

confiscate equal power and reign with unequal power in their rightful human places!

then they invaded some foreign country with riches spices caste systems and royal territories

countless infighting warring princes stretching from north to south within the country made it easy

to overtake factions of weakened rajas build railroads introduce English language and tax the poor to skeletal poverty

then call the domination brutalization and westernization of India British sovereignty!

without the British Raj India might not have rapidly become one of the world’s modern democracies!

then they stole the biggest carat diamond ever counted in recent history

stored it in a glass museum so visitors can satisfy their morbid curiosity

of the world’s largest diamonds sitting ceremoniously surrounded by riches and treated like history’s and modern royalty! snap snap!

Among the wealthiest kingdoms like others small and large the world over it prizes tiaras gold diamonds and superficial social status

over humanity’s universal riches of equality life hearts choice and the bells ringing liberty!

Talk to the Fan . Nov 8, 2026

Let’s start at the very most recent racist ideology…

Hate crossing the blue Atlantic Ocean as far away as england seemingly from a prime minister in charge of nothing unlike the V day as in Victory prime minister during World War II who was it … was it Woodrow Wilson forgot and won’t look it up right now since don’t want to prove or disprove the writer of stream of consciousness knows nothing about what they’re talking about … yet the V-day prime minister who kept Buddhist paintings above his bed or desk or somewhere to be inspired by ideals of peace … and today’s prime minister purportedly charging the isle’s military putting them in slow motion to honor a fallen hero who is that… mentioning what he views to be a family feud between an Alphie of sorts or title or whatnot … it was as royal as titles are just an excessive number of meaningless empty words designed to propagate a false sense of haughtiness … when royalty sits on toilets golden or porcelain the same as anyone else or have some well-paid yet nauseated servant wipe the backside of King Henry the VIII as he sat on some hole in the castle and decided he couldn’t wipe his own backside and paid an underling or farthing to do it and that was the royal way in England back in the day and presidential ways today in various forms in backward parts of a violated world of bathrooms and women subjected to criminal misogynistic abuse intended to desperately hold onto corrupt power… the same as the populace over whom maybe after centuries of manipulation by wealthy nobility lords and ladies in charge of peasant lands imposed taxation a false show of power designed to enrich the rich and impoverish the poor so the poor peasants in clothing and coins only are forced to consent to rule though forced consent is not consent but submission to lordly power with a capital letter! … and the peasants’ - in a name only given by the lords and ladies on high and middle earth that erudite author Oxford was it? loved the brilliant story he brilliantly told so did his nephews whom he took on adventures … loved the concept of the ring that ruled them all anyway - peasants’ true will to live on equal footing like the wealthy living high in castles with defensive moats and grounded footmen … is overruled … and back to the furry creature who is not family but a genuine friend, alphie the furry comical alien that landed in strange 2026 from sitcom 80s and paris built of solid metal cold tall awkwardly arched pointing high polluting the sky with no real purpose as France’s bewildered people are falsely told the ugly Eiffel Tower is beauty though sophisticated Parisians sitting around cafes noshing croissants and sipping coffees discuss how they dislike the protruding mess of giant metal just like the royal family snap snap … dislikes the freckled mulatto their party prince married after a date set up by some heart teller and the mulatto claimed not to know who the party prince was frankly saying she never looked him up as that’s what blind dates do in the age of research yet no research on who could be the love of their life or the first date that leads to the end it all! well could be true but anyway … the mulatto who curled up bawling in some dramatic fashion in the lap of luxury complaining about racism in the castle despite spewing hate like half her race to gain prince hubby’s sympathy and oprah’s and opa! yelled with exquisite culinary joy at restaurants upon being served a delicious plate.. and alienate the prince’s royal family snap snap… and mentioning a true friend’s well-traveled brother open-minded and balding like prince william whose excessively thin wife to unhealthily please the exterior valuing not inner valuing watching and waiting public that admires thin and proper though kate william’s on and off date yet always going back to the true and way healthier before a marriage of love after dating quite a while breaking from royal tradition and following the feeling human way of williams’ late mother the people’s princess who valued humanity and congruently love over the heart stopping gemstone of royal tradition … wore per the news this morning some jewels from ancient queen elizabeth long gone yet dutifully upholding royal custom of keeping blood lines blue and the people’s princess felt truly blue unloved in a marriage of royal convenience not noble love for quite some time … and the late queen whose well-spoken uncle abdicated the golden throne in favor of even rarer true love … over stiff upper lips in palaces and unbeating hearts ruling them all … to love wallace simpson whom the royal family hated and maybe still hates with a passion anyone similar as well as all of its society who pays taxes to support the royal do nothing really to further progress of society just ceremonial figure heads family enriching themselves like the ancient days of lords and ladies and submissive peasantry aww snap! … and at the end of this morning’s article was a thank you supposedly courtesy of the prim and proper prime time minister … what happened to that rich Indian guy wealthy enough to be in power like some other rich primary qualification in a world that values the wrong riches… and whom no English racists liked since Victorian times and British rule over India anyway… like that from a fake officer smith who believe truly did something criminal and should be on the FBIs Most Wanted list and on the fugitive list on prime time TV… while stiff upper lips politely threaten violence arisen from hate … other stiff upper lips say nothing at all yet hate equally the same and separate true friends … as of yesterdays and beforehands unsure of as lately but anyway … hate’s the name of the social stratus game still these days as in yesterdays and in royal families and other ordinary families rich and poor in either noble tolerance or money is power or both … of all colors as well as whitewashed societies close-minded communities that despise American wallace simpson yet love Bart and Homer simpson who are a load of cartoon laughs since the 80s! … while hatred for Wallace Simpson is a loony real life historical example that rings the same bell of unfreedom in love and life and choice that belong to individuals though society dictates unfairly and inhumanely what is not theirs but only the involved to decide … must be a tribal thing from survival of fittest groups a Darwinian theory of biology … as the world spins on its axle and racism doesn’t exude scents of a sweet fragrant rose just its prickly thorns designed by nature to ward off plant predators!

obscene racism is still here growing strong as overtaking weeds despite decent folks with a nose for news not persuaded by false news attempting to prove the contrary as if society is a garden of roses without weeds… the Earth tries to shove off its hating human burden spinning as it always has while deliberating how to unearth unhealthy societies failing to contribute to growth instead furthering population demise via bold unchecked uncorrected expressions of intolerant racism and that by definition means the human race as it is the one race divide and conquer them all rhetoric and spiel for ages and ages!

It’s just another day of racism in the world today… though once upon a rare normal time England’s Phil Collins and musical friend Phil two Phils from different colored mothers who sang easily together the same song of love regardless of skin color… it’s true one was black the other white yet their friendship blurred the superficial distinctions and blended musical harmonies unlike much of the rest of the world’s noise still today!

and that’s a wrap for now folks!

could all be misinterpretation but this is stream of consciousness from a place of isolation not the just formality United Nations!

Talk to the Fan . Nov 8, 2026

to be con’t…

in the meantime

a heart that truly loves identifies the lies swarming out of racist circles designed to manipulate a non-racist heart that truly loves trying to twist genuine love they dislike and are incapable of into hate they prefer and the only thing they are capable of… but they see the surface ripples not beyond into the depths below as any intelligent hearts that truly love do and some under duress pretend to… superficial racists are capable only of the superficial … evident in that they spew what they preach in the pulpits and from tops of houses and inside cruel farms while bearing arms instead of hearts because that’s all they’ve got… unlike the peaceful by nature bear who truly cares and loves … and try to make everyone else racist and non-racist alike and unalike to see their nasty side of the story that will be

con’t a bit later…

Talk to the Fan Episode . Nov 8, 2026

Rowdy Bunch

Here’s the story of a traveling man named stole heart instantly at first sightsee in a strange land never expected to be who hailed from faraway racist county. actually the whole state or the majority was racist as can be... but the traveling man didn’t have a racist bone in he… maybe that’s why he tried to escape the rotten ideology clipping wings and hearts and preaching that’s how to fly smokin’ high above the weeds no higher to be free…

so one day when this lady saw this fellow he struck her as angelic as can be… a handsome fellow without clipped wings she thought she’d marry … but Abercrombie & Fitch blond got him first since she looked like a paris hotel he honestly felt was pretty hot and honesty’s pretty cool and both traveler and A&F not all three looked and lived in puppy love together and happy as can be in the Bahamas under the palm trees at least her but not as mama and papa and a kid who looked just like her

the stolen heart and thief were two folks lovin’ all together then suddenly there were 350 million

all racist as can be including his family who loved paris and A&F and entire backward backwoods community who take no care of each another apparently injured hand awesome snowboarding down hills in winters ago wonder what kind of no care land with seasons of deer and cornfields and parcels but no cougars…

hurtin anybody they see to make them see the evil they see look in the mirror! when the angelic is unable to bear surrounded by depressing hate though the care love and attention missing from wifey family friends and community who act like care bears and tell they care but don’t show high-value care that overcomes unbearable pain of lack of care bears just spew selfish hate so travelers no longer traveling hide behind beards and let it all go unlike when care was in the air and everywhere and the sky is the limit. find a likeminded friend not close-minded and restore happiness health normalcy acceptance will to live and a clean ideology and shave he had before his good heart broke by a bad world needlessly

the racists call it love and siding with the enemy it’s homeschooled to ensure continuity!

when in fact it’s hate drivin’ every one of the green tractors …. smartly runnin’ off stage mid concerto at what was that who cares let’s go! first sounds of horrific bullet sprays now the country knows how it feels to be livin’got in sin city destroyed by senseless needless hate when it sings falsetto songs of love… to despair animosity drive byes and hurting sprees

leading to their brink of extinction that’s the day when this lady and this fellow can be

happy living freely united in hearts of friendship again not bound by artificiality and no racists screamin’ hateful enmity disguised as bitter unity

so that’s the story of a friend named intelligent wants to be free adore he unconditionally lived without genuine harmony imprisoned inside racist clans and colonies spewing ignorance among the worst of the worst the world did see… though hate shattered many hearts in boats and moats beforehand and all together… and there’ll be many more in the worst of not GOAT! humanity ever to be

or not to be and that is the question!

Put a goateed Shakespeare in that! tree shakers quakers money chasers life takers blue makers love haters self-haters friend fakers every sunday second and new year of every year for years and years and still can’t twist love to hate permanently maybe for a while to survive in racist county state and Tennessee!

but that’s not the end of the story there’s much more than that…

Talk to the Fan Episode . Nov 7, 2026

I am aware that millennia ago when humanity first civilized or sort of civilized itself and began forming structured societies the sumerians or eyptians or aztec or maya or babylonians or all of them or some of them or at one time before the other societies that eventually societied developed a range of innovative complex sophisticated systems numerical astronomical calendarian barter tools stone tools built by hand not machines not bulldozers of today that bulldoze anyone they want as it looks different on the exterior . anyway so the aztecs or maybe mayans built entire road systems winding through massive empires with nothing but stone tools built by hand and this was BCE I think or very early I do believe so very sophisticated innovative systems before the advent of racism or anti-human race or just anti-parts of the human race that the racists do not belong to.. uh really they do NOt. anwya so prior to the Aztec or Maya were the Babylonians or anyway some early societies that’s BCE peered into the night sky and perfected the concept of astronomy and zero. yes, the zero was an invention by early society forgot which. without zero there would be no complete number system. You can have 1 or the other but without zero the whole numerical system falls apart crumbles to the bottom of the humancentric hole they dug or lately i am not sure if racism existed in early preshitoric times. but it certainly exists and even thrives now although the racists, call themselves wahat they will, as if the whole human race is like them, uh i think not, i know not. as i am not. and i know a few very few other humans who belong to the human race are not racists. anwyha . so racism is a bubonic plague with no cure treatment healing just goes on and on despite claims to the contrary as if racism will ever go away. i remember when i was in IL and i had a dental appt and some bad dentist gave me a prescription for morphine that stops pain well physical but anwhyaw. so i went to the suburban pharmacy and it has frequent turnover very high among the staff there and everywhere. so i stood in line in my bright yellow sweater and the little young white woman thing with a hatchett for a brain and claws for nails took the next man in line, a white man, and he said, “I think she was next,” meaning me, who stood in front of him off to the side. anyhow I stepped up to the pschopharmaceutical counter with the white old white pharmacy lead somehwere to the side and the little white murderous thing ignoring the customer in line, that’s me. So i went up and presented my prescription and she said, and this was lately, like in the past 5 years or 5-7 years or so, and so i left the script on the counter and she said the CVS that’s where I was, the pyschopharm tech said they can’t fill it and to go across the street because my insurance won’t take or pay or whatever lies she mutt ered to bring herself down to hell even further. so i just said I’d like to fill it there as I’ve filled scripts there before with that insurance. The witch bitch weak as chicken legs said grudgingly okay and off the script went and the old lanky skinny white psychopharm lead head or what have you heard the whole racist exchange i did not exchange racism the white bitch shit did. anyway he didn’t want to involve himself in the trouble HIS tech caused so he gave me a mean look like go away. what the fuck ever. anyway so thta’t how it is even in 20000000s. surely it must be or it will be that way that far into the future if humanity survives itself. anywa y i got my prescription filled and went my morphine-less way. didn’t use the shit. but filling it was more pain than the morphine couldn’t have taken away! the little white bitch from hickory sticks should be taken away or left in the where do they come from, well, wherever their kind of unkind come from.

and then another day IN IL yes this racist shit goes down in the Midwest when it should go down the toilet. but anyway I stood in line at the UPS in or near Hodgkins, IL, and i waited to ship something not be shit on but as i stood among some folks this white girl with evil in her eyes said smtg like the line is over THERE or whatever meaning do not stand near HER. uh okay. this white man skinny man looked and knew the racist move she made and said and he didn’t seem to like it too much but it was too much trouble for him so he looked away. and i moved away thinking oh is the line over there? and then took me a few seconds oh, see now, the evil thing wanted me to move away from HER, okay move away from evil. good deal. thank you very much for that. sometimes you don’t know evil until they point someone in the right direction. oky. anwya lots of them in this world. so i hate it. or deal. who knows. still cant understand. but that’s that and the talk to the fan episode of the day!